deadly anticipation.

I've recently discovered what an impatient person I am... or have become. Let's be real here... being engaged is the most exhilarating, stressful thing in the world. I can't even do a countdown because we still have more than FORTY days to go, and counting only makes it go by slower. So I'm trying this 'one day at a time' thing and let me tell you.... its like mental, emotional and physical torture!! Okay fine.. I'm pushing the dramatic line a little far but in my defense, planning a wedding is STRESSFUL! For the last few months, thoughts of flowers and cake frosting flavors have been flooding my mind during math and history class... but truth be told, fourteen times a day I think about how lucky I am to be SO close to the day that I get to be married and sealed to my best friend for time and all eternity. The weeks get busier and busier but I get more and more excited everyday, despite all the craziness and planning that remains. I'm reminded everyday of the wonderful people I'm surrounded by, it makes it hard not to wake up wide awake with a smile on my face. I just can't even wait.

Resurrection.

I'm serious about this. My blog is coming back to life and I'm going to keep up. It's the New Years resolution I never had this year... so what if I'm four months late. I'm certain that I've lost all sense of competency that goes along with blogging, but I'm making it a goal to expand my blog knowledge and become one of those over-excessive blogging wives [to be] (maybe then I'll make it to posting a few times a month?). I've had SO many wonderful things happen since my blog experienced a long, painful, excruciating death, so it's time to catch up. Round two. Bring it on.